I am a nerd. I fully understand everyone in law school has some level of nerdtivity, but my nerd-dom is on a level for which emojis are inspired. As a matter of fact, I had the nerd emoji glasses a few years before the nerd emoji was released. My nerdiness has led me to have a few questionably healthy obsessions: political news, John Sandford and Carl Hiaasen books, baby animals, and nail polish. Nevertheless, my biggest lifelong obsession is music.
I grew up in Jackson, New Jersey, which is unique because it is so centrally located in the state that you are able to get both New York and Philadelphia television and radio stations. It was the perfect place to foster my passion for music because I was able to toggle back and forth between New York and Philly stations. When a New York radio station would go to commercial, I could switch to the corresponding Philadelphia radio station and catch the beginning of another song.
Music is that thing that makes my heart beat – music is my best friend, my solace, my turn up, and my peace. Other than God, music is the one thing that has never betrayed my hope, trust, and faith.
So, what does this have to do with my being a law student? I honestly don’t know if I would have had the confidence to go to law school without music. I have always known I was good at music as I have been singing for most of my life. When times are hard, I sing and I hear myself singing and it sounds good; it reminds me that I am talented and capable and will get through this hardship too. My confidence in music’s ability to get me through has helped to keep me putting one foot in front of the other.
I never felt challenged in school as a child and I developed horrible study habits. In 2009, I made my third attempt at college. I approached this last attempt like it was a job and not school. I applied my work ethic to earning my Bachelor's and was able to finish it in two and a half years. After undergrad, I earned a Master of Public Administration at Rutgers University–Camden. Though I didn’t breeze through my MPA program as easily, it instilled confidence in my scholastic ability that was utterly and completely destroyed after my first semester of law school.
I loved Rutgers Law School in Camden. I have such pride in this institution. I love my professors. I love the administration and I have such a heartfelt love, appreciation, and admiration for my fellow classmates—it is unreal. Submitting my application to this law school is one of the best things I have ever done – full stop. Honor and pride fills me every time I enter the building for no other reason than they allow me access to this place.
With all of that said, law school is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life and I would not be here if not for the natural catharsis and solace I get from music. Music has been my faithful companion when I needed help getting through a paper or the turn up I needed to get moving when I was totally unmotivated to get out of bed.
This academic year, I made history as the first African-American to be elected President of the Student Bar Association at Rutgers, which I largely attribute to that thing God put in me: music. I believe everyone has a thing God put in them to help them achieve that for which we, individually, were placed on this planet. It is important for each one of us to identify that thing for ourselves and use it to accomplish that which we think is impossible.
After I finish taking the bar exam, I am going to start looking for a band to sing with in order to restore some of the balance that I had before law school. It brings me joy to let my music nerd flag fly, so if your thing is music and you ever want to nerd out with me, hit me up! Also, if you have a band and are looking for a singer, I’ll be free after the first week of August.
Julianna’s Top Ten Favorite Songs
1. “For the Love of You” – Isley Brothers
2. “After the Storm” – Norman Brown
3. “Adore” – Prince (Radio stations usually cut off the last thirty seconds of the song, but it’s those last thirty seconds that make this song EPIC!)
4. “Don’t Disturb This Groove” – The System
5. “Baby, Baby” – Amy Grant
6. “Night Fever” – Bee Gees
7. “Outstanding” – Gap Band
8. “Yearning for Your Love” – Gap Band
9. “Don’t Wanna Lose It” – Rahsaan Patterson
10. “Funny How Time Flies” – Janet Jackson
Julianna’s Current Theme Song: “7 rings” – Ariana Grande